Thursday, August 12, 2010
blogged @7:58 PM
Had a meeting with Mr leong, Mr choo and Miss low regarding my IIP. I guess i will stick to the options whereby i will work in sch during the IIP sem. I couldn't take it, and burst out crying telling them that I am in pain, i wanna get out of depression. But someone told me that the more i want to get out, the more i struggled. I hate to sit down and wait for things to happen but this time round i really have no choice. Sigh...
In the end, i partial-ed with yvonne and pei shi. Went to CWP to have our lunch at mac. I decided to try the spicy nuggets again. And damn, it was really spicy man. Pei shi found out the secret way of me eating of fries and start to copy me. So did Yvonne. ROAR! Went to popular after that to get paper stars while pei shi went to buy sticky notes. The two girls are considerate and kind enough to send me home, ALL the way to my home. Such friends are hard to find, they are the best, From my mom, family and me, big thanks to them for helping me thru this period of time. Without them, I really have no idea that i got depression, and "things" may happen. Grateful to them. But also to those who helped me thru this period of time, for eg. my family, Dear, the two awesome friends of mine, babe and etc...
I really want to recover from this cos it is something that is... i don noe how to explain to those people who are not in this situation before, but i am sure those who encountered this will know what i am trying to say. Everyday is just like living in agony. =(
Labels: i wish to believe in myself
