Finally it's holiday, the one we are looking forward to, sch break term! =DDD But still need to go back to sch for lesson and maybe upgrading of windows 7 for my lappy. Hope the upgrading helps cos my lappy is supppppperrrrr lag.

It's funny and weird tt why are people able to give advices to their friends or someone who is close to them but unable to come with up with an advice for themselves? Is it cos they are feeling lost?? Or they just want someone to talk to? I really have no idea *shrug*

And more ppl have to come and make my day even more miserable. Zzzz..

FCUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! I just can't enter the bloody leo. Keep asking me to re enter my password. Really is testing my patience man! I am really running out of patience today, ugh! I NEED A PLACE TO VENT MY ANGER!!!! ...

I know it is going to be a bad day today. Early in the morning, woke up with tt kind of feeling. U know, tt "kind" of feeling. After today, i don noe whether what i've did or said was the rite way to express my feelings. I don noe, it just sucks man. I know sometimes i did brainless stuff and asked stupid questions, however, i am born to be tt way. I've tried my best, to not be a brainless person, but i guess i failed. I am not angry(maybe pissed off) with anyone but sad. If i am to angry with someone, and that would be myself.

Gosh.. i really hate today. =(

Had an outing with dear, babe and ly to hortpark on 22th may. Met my dear in the morning first, becos he needed to go down to Acer service centre due to his adaptor which cannot detect the electricity. I'm glad that i called him before leaving my house. Keke, what happened? U guys can guessed it yourselves. After that, went down to habourfront to meet babe and ly after going to the service centre. Too bad today murphy and regina couldn't join us. =( Nvm, there's always a next time. Hortpark is indeed damn hot man! LOL.

Kept taking photos and feeding the mozzies. I WANNA GO HENDERSON WAVE ONE DAY!!!!!! Dear, take note! One day we shall go there!!!!! I DON CARE!!! Hahahaha, too agitated alr after going out for one whole day. Tho it was a long and tiring day for me, but then i've enjoyed myself. Thanks dear, for spending time with me and also with my best friends. Pls take care of ur feet, hope it will get better soon. Thanks babe and ly for making the day an enjoyable one. Looking forward to meet you guys again! Alright, i am really tired, lazy to continue to blog. Photos will be upload once ly tagged me in fb. =D Nite!



Was watching the cartoon movie "up". I found it quite touching and sad at the beginning whereby the old man have to live by himself when his wife was gone. It makes me think in the future, is it better for me to die first or my other partner? If i die first, then my future old man will be lonely, but if he is the one who die first, then i will be the one who is feeling lonely. Sigh... but overall, i think that the movie was cute and funny. =D

I'm gonna talk abt ytd's activity. Went out to amk hub with dear to watch iron man 2. Luckily we managed to buy the tickets and also not sitting near the screen. Couple seats and last row! *grin* I still prefer iron man 1. Keke! Had pepper lunch for dinner and took bus 169 back to yishun. Slacked and chatted under my blk till 11.40pm. If the last bus leaves woodlands inter at a later time, i guess we will sit there and chat even longer.

I miss the time whereby dear and me need to meet each other secretly at the coffee shop opp our sch before letting the class know that we are attached. Haha. <3

In the class now, blogging and waiting for second meeting to start. It's friday, like finally. What a week! Pffft! One UT down and two more to go before the holiday starts. Ytd we learned about PMS( performance management system) and it really made me go "PMS". LOL! But.. it's all in the past. Just let it go, should not make my life miserable.

I have the feeling that i am becoming more mean and felt that i am not "me". As in the usual 'me'. Oh well, people do change rite? I don't care, as long i am happy now, it's fine with me. And also, i found out that i've lost weight. The smallest waist size skirt that i am wearing is loose. Or maybe it's becos my butt shrink??? Hahaha! Wth. Ok, i am self entertaining in the class since i am bored. Random post indeed!

Ever heard of triple eyelids? Ya, damn it, i got it for almost three days. I have no idea why my left eye will always pop out another eyelid. So, I kept pulling my eyelid while i was taking a bath in the morning and ta-dah! Back to my normal double eyelid. I love my left eye more than i love my right eye, so it's a no-no for triple eyelids.

And tml is the day for UT. Gosh, so fast. Seriously not looking forward to it. *roll eyes* ugh, whatever. What i am more looking forward to is meeting my dear and having dinner with him. =D Alright, off to revise for my UT tml. Ciaoz~

Today, after my Mac's breakfast at home, I went back to my room to use my lappy and noticed two ten dollar notes was stacked under my lappy's mouse. It was from my dad, he gave it to me without asking me whether i need money to go out or without me asking from him. I told him, it's alright, i still have money left, but he insisted. I have this feeling that i can't really describe. It felt like I am touched and at the same time, guilty too.

Dad has been working really hard everyday, and just recently he is even more busy than usual cause my uncle need the time to rest after his operation. My aunt injured her hand and also need to take care of my uncle, thus my mom went down to help my dad. Both of them, working under the hot sun, trying to earn a living in order to give my bro and me a better life. I felt really guilty for taking their money and kept spending on the unnecessary stuff. Seriously, if i work, at least they don't have to give me allowance, however, I don't feel like working yet, not now, esp when i am studying and this is the last semester. I know how tiring it was to study and work at the same time, done that before.

Right now, I will try my best to do whatever I can to help my parents, like house chores when my mom is helping my dad, and also try to spend lesser. I'm waiting till attachment, that's when i will earn my own money and hopefully dad and mom won't have to worry about my allowance. I'm grateful for my dad and mom's intention. Though they won't be able to read my blog, but I just want to thank them. =)

And Happy Mother's Day, mom. She thought I've nothing for her, but there's a surprise for her later. Durian cake from Amk. Yucks~ LOL.

Went out with Baby to Somerset today. Was supposed to watch Iron man 2, but too bad, most of the seats were booked, as in, for most of the time slots, the seats that were available were the first three rows. So we've decided to watch Ip Man 2. Totally worth it man! I would recommend you all to watch that movie, freaking nice to the max.

Bought 6.15pm movie ticket and proceeded on to Hereen's to get Baby's leather jacket. Glad that he managed to buy the one he longed for a period of time. Since he bought the jacket, the staff said that the second item that we purchased will have 20% off, and Baby asked me to choose something that i like. In the end, i decided to get a belt and he paid for it. =D So nice and sweet of him. He got a 10dollar voucher and was given a membership card that last for one year. Love the design of the card, so cool!

Slacked and while sitting, we camwhored for a while since it has been a long time since we took photos together. My idea! Hahahaha. Most of the photos were either blurred or one sided, my skill sucks alright?! I love the last photo that was taken. Went back to Cineleisure to have our dinner before going into the cinema. Again, I would say the movie was damn nice and touching. After movie session, Baby and i went out for "puffing" session and i witnessed a couple quarreling.

The guy seemed ok at first and looked like he is trying to explain something, but the lady had that buay song face. Guy got real angry and fed up, threw his cigarette at her or on the floor (couldn't see clearly) and stormed off. The lady tried to run after him and caught hold of him, never to expect that the guy slapped/hit her on her face. What a jerk! Tsk. Alright, though i did not know what was going on between them, whose fault was it, but he shouldn't hit her. Right in front of everyone somemore! Anyway, be it a girl kicked or hit a guy in his balls or a guy hit a girl, both are still wrong, well, at least for my point of view.

Okie, end of the "fighting couple" story, back to mine. Bus-ed back to Yishun and slacked at the usual place again till 11.40pm. Baby sent me till the left and said goodbye and left. =) Thanks for the belt and dinner treat my dear! Seriously the belt saved me a big time cause the belt that i am currently using is damn loose. <3 And also, thanks for making the day an enjoyable one. Love you!

Wow, what a long post! LOL

Damn,  i feel like eating veggie. Okie, i know i am very random, but it is a sudden craving. Hehe! Omg, Ut start on the next week. Freaking fast! But it is okie, when ut comes, it means holiday is here soon. Muahahahahaha! Finally i can get to go out this sat and sun. Last week was really a hectic week for us, keep working non stop. Going out with my dear, babe and ly this weekend, but then i just realised tt this sun is mother's day. I alr have an idea on what to get for my mother! Something got to go with durian, since she like it so much(yuck). Think it is more worth it to get something tt is edible then buying those things that she don really use. =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

But all i know is, i am broke! Fish man!

Finally i get to update my blog. Been rather busy with MBS thingy for one week. At first it seems to be quite tough because we are not used to it and kinda hard to rmb all the details. However as days passed by, we are getting better at it. I love to work outside casino, but then i will feel like dying because of the smoke that was coming out from the casino. Damn strong alright?!

Managed to make new friends with ppl from other sch and also staff working there (mostly are the security guards) Hahaha! Well, today is the last day. I don noe how to say, it seems like time passes damn fast after everything's over but then when we are working during the week, it felt like time passes very slow. Neway, it is not officially over, still got to wait till the grand opening which is at june. =S

Going to trim my hair tomorrow. However, i feel like cutting it short. As in those style whereby the fringe and two side fronts are long while the back is shorter than the front. Not really a bob hairstyle. I shall see how. *grin*

Claris Soh
2nd july 91

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