Saturday, September 19, 2009
blogged @10:41 PM
Was talking to pei shi and talking about the stupid things that we've done when we were young. Actually, not just kids do stupid things, even adults too, make mistakes in their life. But whatever it is, we must learn from the lesson and do not do it again. I, myself, made alot of terrible mistakes in my life, and i often asked myself, why did i do that for? So stupid and silly la.
I remembered during primary 2 or 3, i used to steal and hide my classmate's(a particular guy not just other classmates) 2b pencil everyday. I have no idea why i do that for, however i feel happy and satisfied everytime i steal his pencil. Till one day, my fav pencil (gift from daddy) was stolen by a girl. At that point of time, i felt really angry and fustrated and i guess that was what the guy felt everyday.
There's another time, where i made another mistake, during primary four, i edited my science test score and i could see that my teacher was suspecting me, however she didn't say anything but just change my marks. I couldn't look into her eyes, cos it makes me feel bad and at tt time, i was afraid she would scold me, but in the end, she didn't. After editing my science test, i got band 2 for that semester. My mom was very happy for me, but i wasn't, wasn't happy at all, and seriously, the feeling was really horrible.
Another one of the stupid things i did, was hurting my best friend, babe. Two of my guy friends was making a bet and the bet was abt my babe. I knew what they were up to, but still, i didn't tell her about it as i've promised the guys i will not say it since i am the one who insist them to tell me what is the bet abt. I really regretted knowing what was the bet all about, and in the end, babe knew that i knew about it, and she was angry with me for two to three days. I felt really bad and stupid for hurting my best friend and i am glad she forgave me for what i did to her. She's the best! =)
We can't stop ourselves from hurting ppl or ourselves, just that we need to know what we did was wrong and repent on it. All of us makes mistakes, but do not be afraid to admit it. Once you admit the mistakes you made, i guess, you will feel better and will not regret in ur life later. Apologize to the ppl you shud say sorry to, and even if u can't or if it is impossible, just keep it in ur heart and don't ever make the mistake again. =)
Friday, September 18, 2009
blogged @8:10 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
blogged @12:37 PM
Hello ppl! Well, i don noe what to blog about for the past few days so pardon me for not updating. =( Neway, have been slacking most of the time throughout the holidays. I'm so gonna die as i only started my background info for my PP. Eh serious, why do we need to do PP? Whatever! Bye ppl, ciaoz~ Shall update soon i guess.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
blogged @10:17 PM
Everything is fine. =)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
blogged @1:17 AM
My mind is pretty much blank or shud i said there's too much things going through in my mind till the point that it gets so busy in here(my brain) and it seems like it is blank. Although it hurts, but then i think the decision i've made, is the best for both of us. I feel like punching the wall, kicking my table and beating someone up now.. cos i'm sooo freaking angry with myself now. If only i have GTA rite now, i think i can play till the next morning cos i like to see ppl get killed in the game. I'm sick, sick in the mind. Tsk.
I hate this part by pussycat dolls
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me?
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it, oh
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
Sunday, September 6, 2009
blogged @3:08 PM
Okies.. so here goes the story. Babe was laughing at my msn dp saying that it is really funny. So i told her ya, she looks like a pig when she do the "pouting" pose. And she said " Pigs don't have thick and sexy lips" At that point of time, i really stunned and LOL-ed at what she said. I can't believe she said that. BABE IS TRYING TO SAY TT SHE GOT A THICK AND SEXY LIPS!!!! Oh my god, hilarious. Alright, maybe u guys don realy find it funny, but then, i bet babe and i will be laughing at this stupid post. LOLOLOL
blogged @2:46 PM
Finally.. i managed to upload...........
Maybe you guys should try to change ur settings cos that's what i did.
Go to ur settings and scroll all the way down till you see global settings, under select post editor, tick updated-editor and save settings. Maybe u guys can try it out and see if there is any help. =)
blogged @2:28 PM
Every time i use blogger, it makes me really really really ANGRY! What's the problem with u, huh?! MF!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
blogged @11:20 PM
I just took a facebook quiz and i think that it is really true, what it said is so like me. The quiz is about who am i on the inside. And my result is :
Angry - You feel desperate and lied to often... defeated and unloved. You feel as though you'll never be good enough and try to fit in in the worst possible ways. You think people look at you and judge you by your appearance or from the reputation of your friends or family. Eventually you'll see how great you can be and your will power will kick in to prove them all wrong. You harbor dreams to become great and rise above. If you develop a positive outlook, stop worrying what others think of you, and keep trying - you will be.
Yep, that's about it. Creepy huh, so accurate the quiz was. LOLS. Anyway, these few days, i've been thinking and thinking. How do u define a bad and good lover? Or is there even such a thing called bad/good lover? I totally have no clue, or is it possible that everyone have the potential to be a good and bad lover towards a particular relationship? I DON NOE! Oh well. And bloody blogger don allow me to post photos again, damn it! OKies, total random-ness. Ha!
Friday, September 4, 2009
blogged @12:48 PM
Bloody blogger don't allow me to upload photos. Screw you! Tsk. Neway, babe's at my house now. She came over ytd nite and we watched devil wears prada and confession of shopaholic. Actually we've watched the movie once, both of the movies, just that we felt like watching it again. LOLOL. Nvr get tired of it. Were painting our nails while watching and we totally pollute the whole room with the nail polish smell! Can u imagine, even if u are in the kitchen, u can smell it. TSK! Worse than durian! Haha. We were hungry after watching halfway and made ourselves noodles. Not bad, from daiso de... easy and nice to eat. Woots! Basically, camwhored before going to sleep. Wanted to upload the photos, but then ya.. blogger sucks to the extreme. Alright, off to another movie now! Ciaoz everyone! =)