I couldn't resist the temptation and went to cut my hair again. Haha! This time round i cut one side long and one side short. Love it to the max. Hehehe. It felt nice to have a new hair cut and had hair treatment done. Now my hair feel so soft unlike last time, like weed man. It is always good to build good relationship with ur hair stylist, because they know u better and know what kind of hairstyle suits u the best. Lucky me, got a 7 years of experience lady as my hair stylist. Not only just that, we can almost talk about anything, which is good, at least i won't be that bored. Before new year, i am going to look for her and let her dye my hair. Hopefully she will choose a nice bright color that suits me. =)

Today was a lot better. Didn't really go and think about anything. Just relax and get a new hairstyle. I always like to do something extreme when my relationship didn't work out. Hahaha, makes me feel much more better. Weird huh? Well, what can I say? New hairstyle = New beginning. That's how i comfort myself. Alright, next stop, trimming of eyebrow and also, before new pedicure/manicure with babe! I feel so girly man.... Haha! =D

My heart is beating fast. I felt that i almost can't breathe. Was it supposed to hurt that much? Heaviness is what i am feeling rite now. Tried my best to control my tears from flowing out but it didn't help much. Ytd was bad, however today was worse. I've gotta stay strong, won't allow myself to fall again. Do you feel the same way as i do?



Back from Genting and KL. Like finalllllly~ I miss Singapore too much alr. Hahahaha. Well, i spent most of my time playing bowling, singing K, eat, shop, watch movie and swim. It was rather tiring for me becos i need to take care and entertain my cousins. But still, they are cute. =) I'll post pics during the next blog post. I'm kinda tired actually. Hahaha. Ciaoz ppl!

Will be away for 5 days to Genting and KL. Sigh, not really anticipating for it tho. I'll be missing the ppl in Singapore! Hmmm, once i'm back from m'sia, will be attending the make up course the following week. Now that's something tt i am really looking forward to. =)
I've alr got my ans, but do you?

Today is a good and happy day for me. Went to see the psychiatrist and clarissa, and i received two big good news. Firstly, i can stop medication after eating the pills for two weeks(alternate days) and don have to go down to see Dr Tan. As for the second news, I've gained one kg. It's nth biggie but still, something worth celebrating of. (y) There's another piece of good news and that is for my gastric, no need to do scope and no need to be on medication alr. Wheeeee!!! Going to open red wine and drink it tonight! Hahahaha, alright i am just joking about the drinking part. =)))))))

Acc Dear for BTT at Ubi. Waited for a while before Dear went in to take the test. He completed the test quite fast and he came out with a gloomy face. I asked him how was it and he said you look at my face, what do you think??? But in the end, he told me tt he actually passed the test. RAH!!! After that, he went to booked the date for FTT and applied for the PDL. We waited for about one hour plus and Dear was extremely impatience man. Hahahaha! =P

When everything was done, we went to bedok hawker centre to have curry chicken noodle for lunch. Superbly delicious! Intend to go back to eat on sun with my parents. Kekeke! Took bus 854 back to yishun and Dear dozed off during the journey back. Once we've reached yishun, he wanted to get two apple pies to eat because he said tt he is hungry. =.= OMG! Slacked under blk before going home. =) A tiring day for me. Yawns!

I had a nitemare about something that i fear the most. I don wish to say what is it about altho i cannot rmb most of it, but i know there's this particular incident that woke me up and made me feeling scared of what may happen. I find it hard to express myself. Once again, i feel the heaviness. It feels like there's this hole in ur chest and it feels so empty. Oh screw it man.

Oh dear, i've got to stop eating the wrong medicine at the wrong timing. I may die one day if i continue to do so without me knowing it. Honestly, I am damn blur and wondering whenever will I not be blur. Tsk, guess pigs will start flying one day if that really happens. =PPP

Currently at woodlands civic centre Starbucks now, using my bro's lappy. I am seriously bored to the max. Went to the lib just now and didn't managed to find any books that i wanna read. ROAR! Bought a orange lip gloss and lip balm with lip scrub at face shop. Was intending to get a pink lip gloss however the sales assistant recommended me a orange lip gloss because of my tanned skin. If i use a pink one, it will make my lips look kinda purplish. OMG, total of 30 bucks!!! I am sooooo bored nowwww, i've no idea what can i do now man. jbgbbvefjndo!!!! >.<

Went to plaza sing today with Dear. We were going to watch Mega Mind! Bought the tickets and went to burger king to makan. While it was Dear who wanna eat not me. He is sucha hungry monster! Walked ard plaza sing for one hour before the movie starts. Had nachos combo! Wheee! The show was hilarious and cute, not bad, i will give a ratings of 8 out of 10. Had dinner before heading back to yishun. Today Dear had to leave early becos of his friend's b'day celebration. =)

Finallllllyyyy, today i got to drink red wine. Well, only two sips nia. Stupid medicine! Long time nvr touch alcohol drinks alr. Very tempted! Luckily today my dad allowed me to drink. SHO NAI! Will be waiting for my aunt's call tml, because i am signing up for the course! I am going to chase my dream as life is too short, well, to me la, because i feeeel olddddd. HAHAHAHA! Okies, i am really crazy! =PPPPPP



Woke up in the morning, grabbed some breakfast and went out to north point library. Nvr to expect that it opens at 11am and i reached there at ard 10.30. This shows that i am someone who hardly visit the library cos i don even know what time it opens. >.< While waiting, i saw something rather interesting or shud i say epic? The library opens at 11 but there are quite a lot of ppl waiting out there and when the time is getting nearer, they will slowly move towards the main entrance. Really need to kiasu until this extent??? It is not as if the books or computers are going to run away rite?! *faint*

Slowly choose the books that i wanna borrow and i spent about 15 to 20 mins choosing the books. Walked ard NP for a while before buying old chang kee and heading home. Ugh!! I am extremely skinny! Honestly, people always keep wishing for things, however they don noe what's good in front of them. I used to complain tt i am chubby and fat, need to lose weight, but now after losing so much weight, i began to regret it. I look so ugly. I want my normal weight back. =( FML! And i am tired of staying at home almost everyday doing nth. I need to go for some course!!! RAH!!!

Cherish every moment you spent with your loved ones and treasure them like there's no tml. Don wait till one day they are gone, and u start to regret it. Learn to be grateful with what you have now and don greed for more. It may seem easy but it is hard to do so because most of us tend to be blinded by the surroundings and not knowing what's good for us. Just a thought for the day. =)

Clarissa said she sees improvement in me, and i just need to visit on monthly basis. ^^ But still she is worried about my weight as it is just 37.8kg. Hahahaha, she said she wanna see me next week just to measure my weight before seeing doctor Tan, wanna keep track of it. Went to ION to have our lunch (with mom). Bought tokoyaki ball and jap fried noodles to makan. Mom said that it is not filling enough although i felt full and bloated. She kept walking ard the basement level and kept looking at the different food stores. HAHAHA! Bought a pack of sweets. ^^ Though I am not a sweet lover, but then at times i've the cravings for it. Keeps u happy at times and also not to mention, sugar rush!!! =) Bye ppl!!

Counseling appointment tml. Hopefully she says that I've show improvement in my condition. Sometimes I am really tired of going all the way down to Mount E. But look on the bright side, altho she nvr said anything abt my conditions, but the appointment interval are quite far apart which means i don have to go down regularly anymore. I think. ^^ I may be going to learn make up course during these period of time. =D I am really interested in learning esp after what my auntie told me about what they will teach us when taking the course. Heh!

Went to town with Dear. They started putting up the lighting for the Christmas season (y) I still rmb the first date with Dear was at town too. That was before we got together then. And for our one year anni, we will be going back to town to celebrate. =) Was supposed to watch Mega Mind however the time slots for it seemed a bit weird as all the timings starts at a very late timing. Midnight show. =.= So we gave it a missed and went to pasta mania for lunch cos Dear was complaining tt he was damn hungry. EAT SO MUCH, BUT WHERE DID ALL THE FOOD WENT TO???? Hahahahaha!

Walked ard cineleisure, heerens, taka and Ion. Decided to rest at coffee bean to get a few bites and also a cup of nice hot vanilla. Too bad Dear don drink hot vanilla and i've to drink it all to myself, such a big cup some more! ROAR! But still managed to finish it anyway. Dear damn bad sia, die die oso want me to say my speech when i've written in a letter for him, and still claimed that he didn't received it. Humph! After saying my speech, i wanna him to say his too, but he didn't say anything at all, such a bully! =(((

Went back to chong pang to have kenny's black pepper chicken chop. I love it man! =) Slacked under block again and asked Dear something, but he oso don wan to answer me, instead he gave me a speech telling me, he love me a lot and etc which was completely not i am expecting. As in, i want him to answer my question but he kept changing the subject. K, it is sweet but tt's not the point! ROAR! He really is a big bully, kept changing the settings in my phone. Feel like snipping it alr =PPPPPP HAHAHAHHAHA! Anyway, i've enjoyed myself today. =) Ciao ppl!

So true. =)

Yishun GV recently just renovated and decided to give out 800 free tickets for their opening today. Babe and i were supposed to queue for the tickets, however..... well, you guys shud know how kiasu ppl are when there are free things giving out. The queue was superbly long!!!! So eventually we gave up and went to mac first while waiting for 01. Had cinnamon melts and were chatting with babe.

Dinner at Manhatten fish market. Their service were damn slow and the food took a long time to get cooked man. RAH! So many epic topics and moments happened at MFM. Laughed till we can die. Decided to walk ard and i saw this beautiful dress at cotton on. I feel like buying but it doesn't fit me even it is XS. =(( And i really measured what 01 asked me to measure for my wrist cos he thinks that i look damn skinny. The diameter of my wrist is 13cm. And my waist is 24inch nia. I need to gain more weight!!!!!!!! YAY, babe is coming over to my house tml plus the samsung ppl will deliver my repaired phone to my house for free. SHO NAI! =)

Dear came over to my place today to have dinner with me. Been a long time since we've met each other. Had chicken chop for dinner. And seriously, my Dear is really a da wei wang. He can really eat alot. Ytd nite, he ate three burgers and one pack of noodles for dinner. For today's dinner, he ate one plate of chicken chop and nasi lemak. I wondered where his food actually went to. I want to exchange my tummy with him! So i can eat a lot of good food! Muahahahahhaa! =PPP I love you, my dear!<3 Thanks for coming over today.

Met Yvonne ytd at ION. Long time nvr meet her and i really missed her alot man. We went to sephora first before walking over to cineleisure. I bought Anna Sui perfume, hahahaha, i know i got a lot of perfumes at home, but then i've the habit of collecting perfumes. Kept walking ard in that shop to look for make up stuffs. After that, we went to cineleisure, and that girl super cute, couldn't made up her mind to buy which eyelashes. But i am fine with it anyway. =) I bought a dress from... don noe what is the shop name. All i knew was that, i bought quite a lot of things. Next stop is at taka, we went to sephora again and watson since it is such a big place to shop for make ups. HOHOHOHO! We walked all the way to far east since Yvonne wanna take a look at specs frame but sadly to say that most of the shops are closed by the time we reached there. Both of us decided to take bus home and something epic happened at the bus stop which made her cannot stop laughing. >.< Hahahaha, anyway, i had a great time spending time with her. Sian ness... later got photo shooooootttttt.....

Claris Soh
2nd july 91

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