Shopping day with Yvonne! =D It has been a while since we met each other. Both of us damn funny, we were supposed to meet 1pm at Bishan Mrt station, however we ended up meeting at 2pm as we were busy putting on make up. Lol! I swear today was the first day in the long time since i shopped for so long. Super tiring! Went to Bugis first and visited Tony Moly shop. OMG, the green nail polish is very pretty, so tempted to buy. Didn't buy it in the end tho. =X Items that they are selling are not that expensive esp the nail polish and make up products. As for the beauty products like BB cream, it is quite expensive, but nice shop tho! Shopped ard Bugis street and BHG. Manged to buy a gel eyeliner and a set of clothes (top plus bottom). Mom complained that the clothes are inauspicious cos it is black in color, so i am not supposed to wear that during CNY. Damn......>.< Yvonne is really pro in playing arcade games man. One token can last till the last few stages. (Y)

Next, we went to somerset 313 first before heading to Hereen for my job interview that my instructor introduced to me. After the interview, he told me to consider about the job and yeah, i did, but then i rejected it. Reason behind it....? U guess lo. (: Dinner at cine pasta mania. The seat that we were sitting was damn cold becos we were sitting directly under the air con. No choice as the place was packed with a lot of ppl. Chatted while having dinner. It felt nice! Walked over to far east plaza while it was drizzling. Roar! It was the fourth time consecutive walking in the rain. Not surprised that my nose was itchy throughout the whole day. Most of the shops at far east plaza were closing when we reached there. Walked for a while and took bus home. Thanks Yvonne for acc me to the interview! =)  We shall meet up soon okay? Love ya!



Went out to town for Christmas celebration with babe, 01 and WR. And gosh, the place was totally packed with people plus it rained in the noon which made it damn stuffy. Had dinner at white dog cafe and it was my treat as I felt bad for not getting any prezzie for the three of them. Ya, we shared some sickening jokes and stories while having dinner tgt. Well, not very surprising, 01 and I have the most corrupted mind, so whenever we share some dirty jokes, we are the first one to understand what is the joke about.

After dinner, we walked around to see the Christmas lighting. Seriously, we were squeezed till like sardine, and it was raining at the same time. Went to Cine time zone to play HOD4. Guess how much we spent on tt particular game? $40!!! LOL! We played till the last stage (babe and me) and I totally sweat like a pig! Thanks WR for paying. =) Next, we walked over to OC and 01 went to buy his camera film. He was amazed by the fact tt the lift was made of glass. Haha!

Walked down to Ion to take train back to Yishun. While on the way back, the guys bought us the small blinking Santa clip for us to wear. It is damn cute, I mean the clip not me. The station was crowded and filled with people and so was the train. Slacked at Starbucks for a while before heading home. Green tea latte! (Y) It felt very nice to spend Christmas with them and totally had fun. Thanks for the Christmas gift, guys! In love with the new speaker! =) Oh oh, and thanks for those people who sent me the greetings, hope u guys had fun too! Alright, I'm off to bed, nite ppl.

Christmas is tml, hopefully tml I don have any make course to attend. So that I can join my babe and 01 but of cos, only for a meal, as i don wan to be lightbulb. Kekeke. I've got free manicure service ytd at my workshop. One of the student agreed to help me to shape my nails, remove the cuticles and also put on the base for me for free cos i am her model. =) I went home and put the colors, choose bronze and gold. Yep, two colors for both hands. And the colors are totally pretty and matching. Totally love my nails now!

I've nth else to write now. Gosh, I am getting more and more boring. LOL. Oh oh! I have yet to dye my hair. Should i or should i not? I am just afraid that because of the hair color (bright color), it will affect my internship and I wouldn't want to dye black too. A new hair color for the brand new year. (y)

I wish I can stop thinking, plus, i am trying my best not to think about it but to no avail. What am i suppose to do? =(

It just keeps me wondering how do you know when you have move on with your life and somehow manages to "forget" the past? How do you know you completely let someone go? Does a part of tt person still stays with you? Is it when you think of the person, and it doesn't hurt anymore, tt's when you really managed to move on? If that is the case, then i haven't really let go of it... How do i explain this kind of feeling? It affects your mood but it doesn't hurt tt badly, not till the extent that you want that person back or makes you feel like crying. Maybe I find it a pity that I didn't manage to put in all my effort and the person have yet to see it before the relationship ends. However, no matter what is it, I shall look forward to the future and anticipate for a better beginning. =)

Finally i am back to blogging. Been MIA for so long. Was really busy for the past few days. Busy going out actually. LOL. Went ice skating ytd with my secondary school friends. It was totally fun and convenient at the same time. Unlike the previous ice skating session, we need to take the bus and take taxi to go all the way in to the stadium. First time ice skating without falling, broke my record man. *grin*

Tml going USS. Hopefully can get to see babe, pei shi and yvonne tml. Hehe, i am going to take lots and lots of photos tml. =) Sigh, just hope that i will be more energetic, because i've been feeling rather tired for the past few days. No idea why. Guess could be due to lack of exercise. LOL. Alright, got to go and trim my eyebrow alr. Ciaoz ppl!

Quite a number of things happened for the past few days which made me kinda stress. I really have no idea what to do or how to solve it. And this kind of problem, it is not easy to find ppl to talk to as it is kinda personal. Sigh, guess i just have to find my own way and solve it asap. Marina barrage trip tml!!! Rite after my make up course! Ah, i really need to cut myself some slack man. Throw away all problem and hoping that 2011 will be a better year! =)

I've been going out for the past few days therefore I don have the time to update my blog. However, even if i want to update there's nth i wanna type here. Tsk tsk. Anyway, this friday i will be going to marina barrage and sat will be going ice skating. Finally found my ice skating kaki alr. Hahaha. I miss ice skating!!!! And shit, i am addicted to T-ara new song, wae ireoni ( why are you being like this?) Hmmm... i seem to mention this before.. nvm. Off to cook my lunch. =)

Sigh, Mr Choo told me it is too late. Guess I have to choose charles and keith and Ikea for my attachment. LOL. SIAN ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Nvm, liwen, U have to KKYD. KKYD K?! =)))) Hahaha, whatever!! Counseling session this friday. It has been a long time since i've met Clarissa. Kinda miss her and got lots of things to update her.

There still no news from school. =( Why is it taking so long? But then looking on the bright side, they didn't reject me instantly rite? So maybe there's hope? =) Plsssssss~

Good news that i've heard from my make up instructor. She told me that for my attachment, if i am keen to work at her workplace, she is willingly to take me in. HUAT AR! But still, need to discuss this matter with Mr Choo and Miss Low. I don mind if there's no pay, because at least, i am learning something that i really like. The list of companies that our sch offered us, most of it i am not interested at all and i don want to work at a company that i don like because i find it a waste of time. PLS PLS PLS PLS..... let's hope they allow!!!! I love to work there! I don mind the travelling dist neither the pay too. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

The list of companies is out!! And i seriously have no idea which two companies to choose for my attachment. Charles and keith? Should i choose that?? But the number of ppl they wanna to employ is only 2. The chance of getting the job is low. How about fuji flim??? Seems interesting, but the problem is, it is at USS!!! ROAR! Cold storage leh? kgnvfkgnfigner I DON NOE WHAT TO CHOOOSE!!!!!!!

Pissed off, totally pissed! Argh! Come on, who are u to me? Why shud i even explain to you when i don feel like meeting you, and pls, don make it as if i am very close to you. I hang out whoever i wanna hang out with, and fyi, tt guy u just insulted is my best friend alright? Look at you, seeing the way u react and handle things, gives me a very good reason why i don wan to see ur face. I've made a very very big mistake by unblocking you.

Hey, another you! Yes you! I sms-ed with other guys, tt's my problem. So stop sending me those stupid messages like " msg-ing another guy ar? go sms him/ entertain him lor" I really don like it, cos it makes you look very immature. 19 years old alr, old enough to think on how not to piss me off. Thanks to these two, for making my day like a hell for me. 

Ytd was the last day i am taking the anti depressant pills. Finally it's over. A lot of things happened this year and i'm glad it's going to be over soon. Erm, which i really hope so. =) Because of my depression, i've realised a number of things. Firstly, although i have to be the one who solve the problem, however i am not alone as i still have family and friends who are supportive and cares about me. That's why right now i tend to share and express more about myself whenever there's problem. They can't help much, but they can lend a listening ear which makes me feel much more better rather than keeping everything to myself.

Secondly, it's not easy to get out of depression at all, and because of that, i've to give up on my studies for the time being. However there's nth much i can do too. I've yet to fulfill my dream, which makes me determined to get out of the depression asap. Not like last time, I am not going to commit the same mistake and shall continue to live on and make my dream come true. Come on, life is short, live to the fullest. =) Looking back to the past, the way i handled things makes me think that i am not matured enough because if i am mature enough, i wouldn't get into depression.

Lastly, be yourself. We can't possibly please everyone, so be a little selfish and heck care about the ones who hates you, as there are always lot more people who likes you. I've came across this sentence from sayingimages.com where this image said you're lucky enough to be different from everyone else, don't change to be the same. It's completely true, i mean, why do you have to try so hard to be someone who is perfect in everyone's eyes? I say what i want to say, i do what i love to do and i'll be whoever i want to be. Life is not complicated at all, it's complicated because that's how we think it is.



Today was the first day i am attending the make up course. Damn, it is at boat quay, the distance that i've to travel is superbly long. Luckily I've got bus 851 which will reach directly outside the shop itself. Hmmm, it was rather awkward and weird at first since i don really know anyone from the workshop. The shop assistant is my buddy so whenever i need to practice the techniques of applying make up, she will always be my model. Qiqi is her name and she is very friendly. =) I like her, well, not in the gay way but.... ya. Neway, today the instructor taught us the basic steps of applying make up and hopefully i can still  rmb the steps clearly, because i will be applying the base and foundation on real customers tml. Yes. they are really customers, and instructor told me not to tell them it is my first time applying make up on them. Must act yi ge professional. Hahaha! Next lesson will be learning on how to trim the eyebrow. =) Looking forward to it!



 Meet up with Suraj today. It has been 4 months since we've meet up and i really had a great time spending with him. Firstly, he drove me to northpoint to have his dinner and after that we went to swensens to have earthquake ice cream. I had a sudden craving for that. And of all the milk shake flavours, he ordered yam milkshake becos he knew tt i like yam and to be frank, it tasted like coconut milk. Both of us were like... yuck!

Rite after that, he drove me to seletar  reservoir and we sat there and chatted for a while. Camwhored for a while, hahaha, cos we haven't meet up for a long time. It felt nice to see suraj once again and he is someone who you can talk to without feeling weird and say whatever u want to say. At ard 11.30pm, he sent me home. Will be meeting him this friday again, as he is coming over to pick me up after my course. =)

Claris Soh
2nd july 91

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