Super tired now. Gosh, i need a longer break. I want the long weekend to continue, don wish to go back to sch and have boring lessons. Oh dear, most prob i'm in holiday mood now. Sigh. Hoping for this sat to come quickly, so that i can get to meet my babe and go out with her. Hoho. Long time nvr see her, bet we got lot of things to talk/gossip about. LOLOL. I'm still in buffering mode after what pat and ting informed me ytd. 0.0 Tt's like so sudden can? Haha, whatever it is, congrats to her again. =)))))

OMG!!! I don noe why... why will my net/lappy lag so much when i wanna use blogger or facebook? Can someone tell me whyyyyy?! I delete this and tt, and it seems like no help at all leh. kuku! Oh well. Ooooo, i kena warning letter for not attending sch lessons. HAHAHA, second time. This time round my mother oso laugh and nag at me. But i find it rather amusing, cos i was consoling and cheering my friend who kena the same warning letter up, and at the same time, thinking to myself, i skipped more than him, why i didn;t received? Just nice, one hour later, my dad came home with the letter and my mother started reading the letter to me. HAHAHAHAHA. They stated down that i skipped CRM, BS and  HTM module. I nvr skip service quality and FA before, hoho, here comes my opportunity le! *grin*

Things were going fine and well before i had the dream. Or was the dream the main reason for why i will behaved this way? I guess i am really scared that it might happened again, or afraid that i have been kept behind the truth. Phobia, i would say. I am okie when i am around with him, however when i am alone, i tend to think alot of things. I am not ready. I oso don noe how to explain or describe what i am feeling now...



Once again, i am going to write whatever i wanna say to u here, in my blog, cos everytime u talked to me, i remained silence, but it's becos i don noe how to tell you what i am thinking & how am i supposed to make you understand. Yes, i am not happy without you ard, but i believed one day, i will be. It's for the time being, tt i am unhappy. You asked me, why am i always the one who is so stern and strict with my decision, let me ask, if i am not, who's going to decide things for us? It's not that i am blaming u for being fickle minded, but there's always be someone who put a full stop to it, if not, things is not going to end, and it will go on and on. I'm scared.. i don noe what it will be like when going back to you. Terrified i shud say. I'm sorry, you can say all those things i said in the past doesn't mean anything, or i don even love you at all, however, it is still going to be the same ans again.

Omg.. the tempt for these few days are really cold. Brrrrr.. And just nice, i am down with flu and stuff. Tsk. Oh yes, one ut down, two more to go. =D I really need a break, as in.. long break.... Sigh! Pimple on my face, bloody yankee. So obvious some more. Kns can?! And htm faci gave me a B, surprised surprised. LOLOL. Okies, off to my revision. Ciao!

Sigh, of all times, why do i have to fall sick now? Damn it, i got three bloody Uts next week and totally have no mood to study. Guess i just have to bear with it. It's okie, three more weeks to hols! So looking forward to it man. =)))))

Back from ice skating trip!!! Seriously it was damn fun despite the fact that i fell down three times. Tsk! The first time i fell was due to willie pushing me, and it was the most painful and have the most impact fall. All thanks to my good friend willie la. Nvm, neway he fell way lot of times than me. LOLOLOL. Managed to skate in the center of the ring, and it was damn cool can? Babe skating skills not bad siol..... (y) hoho! I wanna go back to ice skate again. Ice skating makes me feel better. =)

Thanks willie for cheering me up by ji siao-ing me. Whatever it is, still appreciates it.

Today i reached class damn early. Tsk, 8.30am. Don noe why, i just like to be early and don like to be late(eh eh eh, what u guys thinking? i am not kiasu hor!) Was on my way to sch just now, and was waiting for the traffic light to turn red so i can cross the road, there was this couple in front of me. At that time i was holding on to my hp as i am listening to music, then the guy in front swing his bag and knocked my hp off my hand. Lucky i caught it fast. However, my music player cant work after tt. T.T It is an omen, a bad sign..... i am going to fail my test for today. The nearly dropping of hp and music player can't work were the indication sign of failing my test. Shit it!

I think i am going crazy, what i have said above doesn't really make sense.... zzzz. I find that i am becoming more dull and boring. LOLOLOLOL. Gosh, i am insane. Nvm. =(

Claris Soh
2nd july 91

=D





Babe ♥
Blogshop ♥
Ain ♥
Aisha ♥
Andy ♥
Brother ♥
Cassendra ♥
Jaz ♥
Kim ♥
Kylie ♥
Ling yi♥
Matt ♥
Mizah ♥
Myra ♥
Pei shi ♥
Shi ni ♥
Shu xuan ♥
Sylvia ♥
Tin guan ♥
Wei cheng ♥
Wen chi ♥
Xinhui ♥
Yayuan ♥
Ying ♥
Yi jia ♥
Yvonne ♥