Saturday, September 19, 2009
blogged @10:41 PM
Was talking to pei shi and talking about the stupid things that we've done when we were young. Actually, not just kids do stupid things, even adults too, make mistakes in their life. But whatever it is, we must learn from the lesson and do not do it again. I, myself, made alot of terrible mistakes in my life, and i often asked myself, why did i do that for? So stupid and silly la.
I remembered during primary 2 or 3, i used to steal and hide my classmate's(a particular guy not just other classmates) 2b pencil everyday. I have no idea why i do that for, however i feel happy and satisfied everytime i steal his pencil. Till one day, my fav pencil (gift from daddy) was stolen by a girl. At that point of time, i felt really angry and fustrated and i guess that was what the guy felt everyday.
There's another time, where i made another mistake, during primary four, i edited my science test score and i could see that my teacher was suspecting me, however she didn't say anything but just change my marks. I couldn't look into her eyes, cos it makes me feel bad and at tt time, i was afraid she would scold me, but in the end, she didn't. After editing my science test, i got band 2 for that semester. My mom was very happy for me, but i wasn't, wasn't happy at all, and seriously, the feeling was really horrible.
Another one of the stupid things i did, was hurting my best friend, babe. Two of my guy friends was making a bet and the bet was abt my babe. I knew what they were up to, but still, i didn't tell her about it as i've promised the guys i will not say it since i am the one who insist them to tell me what is the bet abt. I really regretted knowing what was the bet all about, and in the end, babe knew that i knew about it, and she was angry with me for two to three days. I felt really bad and stupid for hurting my best friend and i am glad she forgave me for what i did to her. She's the best! =)
We can't stop ourselves from hurting ppl or ourselves, just that we need to know what we did was wrong and repent on it. All of us makes mistakes, but do not be afraid to admit it. Once you admit the mistakes you made, i guess, you will feel better and will not regret in ur life later. Apologize to the ppl you shud say sorry to, and even if u can't or if it is impossible, just keep it in ur heart and don't ever make the mistake again. =)
