Tuesday, December 7, 2010
blogged @7:27 PM
Ytd was the last day i am taking the anti depressant pills. Finally it's over. A lot of things happened this year and i'm glad it's going to be over soon. Erm, which i really hope so. =) Because of my depression, i've realised a number of things. Firstly, although i have to be the one who solve the problem, however i am not alone as i still have family and friends who are supportive and cares about me. That's why right now i tend to share and express more about myself whenever there's problem. They can't help much, but they can lend a listening ear which makes me feel much more better rather than keeping everything to myself.
Secondly, it's not easy to get out of depression at all, and because of that, i've to give up on my studies for the time being. However there's nth much i can do too. I've yet to fulfill my dream, which makes me determined to get out of the depression asap. Not like last time, I am not going to commit the same mistake and shall continue to live on and make my dream come true. Come on, life is short, live to the fullest. =) Looking back to the past, the way i handled things makes me think that i am not matured enough because if i am mature enough, i wouldn't get into depression.
Lastly, be yourself. We can't possibly please everyone, so be a little selfish and heck care about the ones who hates you, as there are always lot more people who likes you. I've came across this sentence from sayingimages.com where this image said you're lucky enough to be different from everyone else, don't change to be the same. It's completely true, i mean, why do you have to try so hard to be someone who is perfect in everyone's eyes? I say what i want to say, i do what i love to do and i'll be whoever i want to be. Life is not complicated at all, it's complicated because that's how we think it is.
