Monday, October 4, 2010
blogged @7:55 PM
Had a counseling session at 12pm today. Traveled down to Mount E again and damn, what a long journey man. Was super tired cos i slept quite late last nite. But not as late as compared to my Dear, cos he said that he wanna see me sleep first before he went to bed so that he is there for me when ever i cannot sleep. And today he is going to do the same thing again. Such a sweet and nice guy. =) Anyway, the counseling session was one hour ( didn't expect it to be so long). Clarissa is a nice lady and totally have no difficulties when communicating with her. It is just tt i need to repeat the same old story again and i really got tired of saying it again and over again.
I don't know why i cannot control or hold back my tears when the topic talks about my parents. But she said it's alright, just cry it out. We've discussed quite a lot of stuff today and will be going back to see her next thurs again. Went to Taka to have our lunch and walked ard with mom. I was unusually quiet after the session, guess maybe i am too tired, i'm not sure about it. I hope today i can sleep well and as fast as possible so that my Dear can sleep early as well.
To my Dear: Thank you so much for being there whenever i need you. You can choose to leave however in the end, you still stay with me and take good care of me. Sometimes, i felt that i didn't do enough for you and felt that you deserve better than this. I love you and grateful to have you as my bf. U are the first bf to do so much for me. I am trying my best to be the old me who is always cheerful and entertain you whenever u are bored. =) Once again, thank you my Dear. <3
To my Friends: There are quite a few people i wanna thank for. You guys always show care and concern towards me and i am really lucky to have friends like you all. All the best for ur internship and also those who are having schools.
Lastly to my family: No matter how much i have disappointed you all, but you guys are always there for me and willingly to forgive for all the mistakes i've done. I will try my best to be the same old daughter who is always happy and cheerful. =)
