Thursday, July 29, 2010
blogged @7:20 PM
My mood is unpredictable. Sometimes it is up and some other times it is down. Have the urge to cut again, but instead, i distract or so call used another method to vent my anger. And that is to scribble on a paper as much as i want to. Altho it is not as satisfying comparing to hurt myself, but still.. it's good to let out my anger. If it is the old me, i will definitely keep it inside me and cry to myself at nite. I guess, seeking treatment isn't a bad thing after all. =)
On the way to Starhub contact center, i was sitting in the bus beside the window. Lying down, listening to cheerful music and looking at how beautiful the sky and trees are makes me feel relaxed and happy. It's nice, i like it. I like the feeling. Well, that's all for today. Oh! Babe is coming over tmr to my hse and we are having dinner at north point. Yay-ness!
Labels: I believe in myself
