Tuesday, July 20, 2010
blogged @8:28 PM
Before my family doc diagnosed what I am suffering from, part of me believed that "No, it can't be, i understand myself very well, so i wouldn't possibly suffer from that." however another part of me thinks that it might be true. Until today when the doc confirmed with me that I am suffering from MD(only those who knew me well will understand what is it), it was rather ironic that i felt relieved. Could be due to the fact that now i know I have MD, there's a cure and treatment for me. As long i go for regular treatment and session, in about 6 weeks to 3 months time, I am going to be ok.
I am giving myself a day off tml, and shall see how effective the pills will be. I've taken a big step to walk out of my zone which i've been for so many years. I want to change and see the world in a positive view. To be a happy person. From now on, i shall lower my expectations and achieve the best that i can. If it wasn't because of the previous posts that i've posted, i will still continue to live in the darkness. Dear was rite, every dark cloud has its silver lining. We didn't even know that our family doc have experience in this kind of stuff, and just nice, so coincidence, my mom found it out when she visited the clinic earlier on. And she msg me, telling me good news, there's a cure!
Once again, i want to thank those people who helped and supported me during these few days. Really need your support. Let's hope to see the real "liwen" who will not be faking her emotions one day. =)
