Sunday, May 9, 2010
blogged @11:04 AM
Today, after my Mac's breakfast at home, I went back to my room to use my lappy and noticed two ten dollar notes was stacked under my lappy's mouse. It was from my dad, he gave it to me without asking me whether i need money to go out or without me asking from him. I told him, it's alright, i still have money left, but he insisted. I have this feeling that i can't really describe. It felt like I am touched and at the same time, guilty too.
Dad has been working really hard everyday, and just recently he is even more busy than usual cause my uncle need the time to rest after his operation. My aunt injured her hand and also need to take care of my uncle, thus my mom went down to help my dad. Both of them, working under the hot sun, trying to earn a living in order to give my bro and me a better life. I felt really guilty for taking their money and kept spending on the unnecessary stuff. Seriously, if i work, at least they don't have to give me allowance, however, I don't feel like working yet, not now, esp when i am studying and this is the last semester. I know how tiring it was to study and work at the same time, done that before.
Right now, I will try my best to do whatever I can to help my parents, like house chores when my mom is helping my dad, and also try to spend lesser. I'm waiting till attachment, that's when i will earn my own money and hopefully dad and mom won't have to worry about my allowance. I'm grateful for my dad and mom's intention. Though they won't be able to read my blog, but I just want to thank them. =)
And Happy Mother's Day, mom. She thought I've nothing for her, but there's a surprise for her later. Durian cake from Amk. Yucks~ LOL.
