Tuesday, November 17, 2009
blogged @9:40 PM
Once again, i am going to write whatever i wanna say to u here, in my blog, cos everytime u talked to me, i remained silence, but it's becos i don noe how to tell you what i am thinking & how am i supposed to make you understand. Yes, i am not happy without you ard, but i believed one day, i will be. It's for the time being, tt i am unhappy. You asked me, why am i always the one who is so stern and strict with my decision, let me ask, if i am not, who's going to decide things for us? It's not that i am blaming u for being fickle minded, but there's always be someone who put a full stop to it, if not, things is not going to end, and it will go on and on. I'm scared.. i don noe what it will be like when going back to you. Terrified i shud say. I'm sorry, you can say all those things i said in the past doesn't mean anything, or i don even love you at all, however, it is still going to be the same ans again.
