Monday, June 15, 2009
blogged @7:44 PM
I'm super uber irritated, sad, confused and angry with myself now. Life is full of ups and downs, i know and i understand. I suck at expressing myself.. i suck at i don understand myself.. i suck at a lot of things and ya, my life is full of sucky parts. I'm lost.. lost abt what i should do, what shall i do to make things rite? Live for myself or others? I wanna get out of here, start somewhere new. I seriously hate here. I SO WANNA LEAVE! I don understand myself so i don expect ppl to understand me. There are so many things going thru my mind and i am so angry and pissed with myself on why i can't express it out, even if i do, it end up another way.. which means i express wrongly. OMG, why am i so stupid?! How can a stupid person like me ever get to live in this world?
I wished i wasn't born at all. In tt way, u guys have one less idiot fighting for ur oxygen. I'm really exhausted till the point i don feel like going on..